Sad Elation, Thend's Beginning
~ Realization ... ~

I think i've just confirmed certain things...
feelings kepy inside a person, if are strong...
will lead to self detrimentation.

But what are the causes of that self non disclosure...
Pride..? THe unwillingness to discard that feeling of
injustice done...? The hurt sense of self... not wanting
to do anything... wanting to close up. hmmm.
ANyway that first step is hard...

But after that step ... which is to talk of smile or laugh..
everything seems easier... also... a look at issues of the
world around... a browsing of the papers helps to ease
one's self downward spiralling thoughts..