~ Been a while ~

It's been a while since i've tried to last pen down any words.
The past weeks of moving into hall and trying to get to a good start with
school has been rather trying.

Been sorting out stuff the past days, clearing and keeping. Hiding stuff
so them "badies" can't take'em away. Storing my memories and filing my
docs. Came across many things, things forgotten things that made me want
to do something.

Realised i haven't actually been doing any writing to anyone these past years,
and after going through all those stuff, felt the need to write. Write to those
who mattered and those who's lives i've been wanting to acknowledge...

Those stored feelings that were written on paper by pen, is far more powerful
then any sms or electronic mails or any other mediums that are digital. There's
a somewat magical and personal touch when one write or makes something for
another. Like putting a part of themselves into their creation.

How i've missed those times i've done so. Done so in those younger years.
Maybe as we grow older, we may mature, may grow, yet who said growth was
always progressive. Maybe the things that mattered most in our youths are the
things that are left behind and the most valuable. Does the big picture always matters?
Does the worlds views constantly need to be imposed on ourselves...

Now we're running, now we're hiding. Creditors have come this day.
Hope it'll pass and things settle soon. See a light behind this coming event.
Hope that it'll be the end, where money doesn't have to be so tightly held.
Where every cent always being reminded to save... while others around
treat things with so little care.

Perhaps it's time to go back to my tuts.
Another time perhaps, to show some fireworks. :)