~ Once again the year is coming to a close ... ~

As with every year that's past. This might hold not much exception to some.
For me... it's the year i looked back once again.. on all that i've been
through... to once again, see myself when before i entered the army.
To ponder again on things that really seemed to matter most...

I've learnt alot this past year... 2004... just like another phase of life.
And i see 2003 as but a transition period from army life...

2004... i've felt alot.. i've learnt a few lessons.
Learnt that
...God is faithful, no matter how many times i've let him down.
...God will not tempt me beyond my means.
...no matter how deep one falls, he should not wallow in dejection, life goes on.
...no matter how or where you fall, it's but a learning challenge to rise from again.
...once you're comfortable with your life and it changes it takes lots of courage to change.
...friends can let you down...but they don't mean it.
...and that you shouldn't hold grudges.For i myself am not perfect.
...to understand why guys with Gfs will always break away...
...to keep looking for love, it'll only haunt u and torment u in a way.
...when u stop looking, it'll suddenly come looking for you.
...when you don't have any expectations, and open the heart... everything will be easy to accept.
...open communication is important.
...to be in love is a beautiful thing.
...desires can be overwhelming.
...thinking too much doesn't help, only when needed.
...a smile is worth many tales of gold
...to move on in life, is hard but it needs that first step.
...one must know what they're looking for in a relation and to say it out early.
...i've been given a chance to go through different experiences, to now know how to learn to
commit and what's it like to give up on certain things.

Happy new year, Akan Datang.
off to bed... the deep weariness in me calls.
Wonder what tomorrow will bring...
Hope and a new wonder.
Yet a tinge of sadness lingers...

~ Wonders of A m(ad)icro mouse... ~

Been staring at wires and codes for the past weeks. Been hanging out at boon lay
for far far far toooo long already. Ever since exams. Seems like i'm living a veri
predictable life these days... wake up... go lab... lunch... go lab... back hall... chill.
Hmmm.... how 'nice' and stable this life is.
Haha..
Only time i think i got out of this place is last weekend when i went for church retreat.
Was a refreshing time, an new turning point and also new insights. Felt the holy spirit
moving through the church... doing things.
Went back home yesterday, then came back this morning. Took the Mrt from Eunos.
Woa.. it's been so long since i've took it in the morning. Was a refeshing change.
Got to see all the working people. Some dressed up nicely some just donning their daily
uniforms. Just felt good to be out and moving about.
Back to lab later on... well today. Partner and Me sat down... stared at codes and viola,
seems like ideas after ideas came and problems were solved. Haha.. think it's cos now there's
2 ppl looking at the problem. Also the mouse finally came to life! After much stress and testing
by the other grp mates. Now we've only left the sensor part to debug.
Hopefully we'll be in time to finish for next tues assessment... haiz....
Another labby day for me... but at least it's fri. And i get to go home again. :)

~ A New Beginning ... ? ~

Ah... been a long time since i've posted anything.
Wonder why. First there was the exams... then wat..
Hmmm oh yah... the DDP project... been busying myself
over it.
Stupid micro mouse... argh. Me and partner had design up by the 2nd day
and on the 3rd almost all was done. BUT. Now is the 3rd week. And we're
still trying to test out how to make the power reset thing. DARN. And i thought
we were so fast. hahah.. oh well... it's just staying in the labs til 5 plus everyday only..
tiring man..
Just wished things would be able to work tom...

Anyway ... even after exams... there's been a rush of things...
Things happening and i'm also wondering how'd i get into that state.
Heh. Although it ain't necessarily a bad thing. Too bad... things are just
left as they are now... just gotta wait til 24th... hmmm

Work work.... wonder if anyone needs any free lance video editor cum
graphic designer... haha... sigh.