~ Once again the year is coming to a close ... ~

As with every year that's past. This might hold not much exception to some.
For me... it's the year i looked back once again.. on all that i've been
through... to once again, see myself when before i entered the army.
To ponder again on things that really seemed to matter most...

I've learnt alot this past year... 2004... just like another phase of life.
And i see 2003 as but a transition period from army life...

2004... i've felt alot.. i've learnt a few lessons.
Learnt that
...God is faithful, no matter how many times i've let him down.
...God will not tempt me beyond my means.
...no matter how deep one falls, he should not wallow in dejection, life goes on.
...no matter how or where you fall, it's but a learning challenge to rise from again.
...once you're comfortable with your life and it changes it takes lots of courage to change.
...friends can let you down...but they don't mean it.
...and that you shouldn't hold grudges.For i myself am not perfect.
...to understand why guys with Gfs will always break away...
...to keep looking for love, it'll only haunt u and torment u in a way.
...when u stop looking, it'll suddenly come looking for you.
...when you don't have any expectations, and open the heart... everything will be easy to accept.
...open communication is important.
...to be in love is a beautiful thing.
...desires can be overwhelming.
...thinking too much doesn't help, only when needed.
...a smile is worth many tales of gold
...to move on in life, is hard but it needs that first step.
...one must know what they're looking for in a relation and to say it out early.
...i've been given a chance to go through different experiences, to now know how to learn to
commit and what's it like to give up on certain things.

Happy new year, Akan Datang.
off to bed... the deep weariness in me calls.
Wonder what tomorrow will bring...
Hope and a new wonder.
Yet a tinge of sadness lingers...