~ And so it's .... almost done ~

Deadlines have come and most are gone. Finished up most of the stuff and
now just clearing the remnents of the calculator designs.... still have to do report.
Sigh.

Well, time for a break i say... well fuck you a voice says. Exams are near.
Ohh... i say. So? .... *silence*
Hmm.... oh well... back to trying to mug. But mostly i guess i'm just trying
to search out the voice. Hahaha... :p

And so the ghost of my mind,
resides and plays in my thoughts,
Telling of many things to make one green,
Plucking on the tender threads of emotion.

Whether tis real or but a shadow,
I do not know
til i speak out
And try out what's real.

Sometimes a fear,
Holds back an oncoming query,
That can break the ice of two,
But that fear wins anyway.

Perhaps perhaps,
If i could climb above myself,
to see the great beyond,
Living in the real and now,
Not lost in the shadowy what if's.