Beginning of the end...

Finally it's over.. all those nights of OT and packing.
Been so tired that i've fallen ill on tues... argh... bad
throat, dunno how come it can lead on to such a bad fever...
had trouble going home that day... almost couldn't make it..
didn't felt so giddy before, body losing control.
KO on floor after i got home, it never felt more cooler
in my life.... ahhhhh...

Anyway, i'm well enough to write now, but still i can't swallow.
ARGh... saw my friends eating all those other 'hard' food.. so tempting
and all i can do is eat soupy and porridgey stuff. Sigh.... tummy feels
so empty... haha.

Hz, Hw and B have left for reservist, think staying on there is
gonna be a little bit more boring... but at least there's still some
jokers around for me to play with. :) So guess it'll be alright... just
some extra cash to last for next sem... hopefully.

~ PHS was once in a red team, going on to the finals. Along the way,
he experienced all kinds of emotions, fears , joy, sadness, etc. But
was determined to make it through to the finals.
Halfway through the semi finals, PHS sustained an injury that couldn't
allow him to play anymore. How sad he is... for he had always wanted to
go to the end with his team mates.
Now he can only watch from the stands...imagining to be there on the field.

~ This path that's taken has been set,
As a guide and gift from above,
For a request made long ago,
Then only a lost wanderer.

Not knowing whether to accept
The signs seen before,
Only going through step by step,
Slowly seeing the truth beyond.

Accepting that which came to pass,
The end which was only a beginning,
A new phase that brought more changes,
And problems to keep one awake.

Taking away that which is of pride,
But most of all the bonds formed,
Leaving behind a new beginning,
Finding and having new acceptance.

Though it aches.
Though still smiling.
Inside is a turmoil of battles left unsettled...