*~ First steps to resting ~*

First off... in reply to wat weixian said... i ain't having no split personality.
No i am not! ... Noooo.... Ye... Yess..... Yes! I've taken over! Muahahah,
the other me is now out! Yeah! I'm FREEEEEE!!!

Ok... that's just a pathetic and over dramatic attempt... haha.
Anyway, maybe you're right mr weige, maybe you are.
But then again don't we always have an inner voice within us to
talk to? Like another personality that we go to to talk things out.
Maybe schizos become that way when the other voice gets too loud,
when the councious self becomes too weak and shaken and needs to withdraw.
Maybe that's when spilt personailities come about...

Anyway i'm officially into the end of the 2nd day of the week break.
Time is going fast, yet i'm glad i'm able to enjoy this time of quiet to
do my own reading and to watch some shows.

Just watched finish this show " Grave of the Firefiles ", had downloaded it
2 weeks back but never did have the time to go through it.
This show is set during the WW2 period and is about this guy and his sis,
how they went through the war and how it ended... It's a sad show, rather touching
and just somehow seemed real in a way. Although it's all drawn...

But I was thinking, this show was showing how the common people were suffering
because of the war, would Japanese people watching it think that it's the americans who
cause them to suffer like that? Hmmm...

However it seems like the author was trying to focus on how this sibling duo managed to
try and live their lives through out the war period. Perhaps it was due to some thing
the writer went through himself during the war or what... Maybe that's why as i watched..
you could somehow feel the emotions from the film, his strong emotions of being criticised
by other, of wanting to protect his only family...

Although the emotions were strong, they weren't over dramaticised, it was subtle and
done in a rather human like way, where u were just looking at the outer appreance of the
character rather then hearing his inner voice and thoughts as in other shows. In a way,
it causes us to imagine the plight of the characters instead... maybe that's why it feels more
real...

Anyway it's a good show although it doesn't have any flashy graphics as it was made quite
long ago, in 1988 i think. A classic i should say... :)

Alright... on to day 3 now... hope i can come up with the schematics of the calculator lab
i'm supposed to do..

Adieus.