Saturday, September 11, 2004

~ Prelude to another break ~

Name: Adrian Lee
Age: 22
Occ: Student
Status: Residing in hall 4 of ntu.

Signed in.

:) Think it's a good way to start, considering how long it's been since i've
written anything here. Surprisingly it's been close to a month since this
has recieved any updates and i wonder how many people actually come to
visit. Even though i don't really say much too.

These past weeks... what has been of them...? Mostly daily rountines, go to
lec, go to lab, go to tut. Rush lab, rush tut. Try to understand lecturers, try to
understand notes. Time just seemed to rush by, and now i'm in the friday of the
week before my recess week.

Had lots to think about even though i was busy with work. But still will always
manage to cram in some gaming sessions with the guys on thurs and fridays.

Sigh.

Damn it's hard to type.
After such a long break it just seems so hard for words to come out, to flow.
It's like there's this pause in the mind.
At the back of my head, there's so many clouds... solitary clouds, storing their
own mixture of ideas, of chemical processes. Bumping around, bumping each other.
Never mixing with another to become bigger. Always maintaining their own shape and size.

Yet it's just so hard to ever put things down to words.
Have you ever had moments where you seemed to understand everything? Thought
that you were able to know what's really going on. Yet the next, lose hold of that vision,
and then start at 0, being lost yet knowing there's something more...

It's funny how this mind works.

Funnier how, it doesn't seem to be mine at times.
:)

*hopefully the woodbridge ppl dun see this.

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