~ Dreams ~

Had a real weird one today...
felt so real and left me feeling more drained when i woke.

Thinking thru it.... it's like a dream of things lost.
Of things that mattered and once again they came together.
It gave me a thrill and somehow i just felt like i wanted to be
in the dream and not wake up....

Funny how... when i did... i was lost. A feeling a deep dread and loss.
Felt many things that i shouldn't have...
maybe it's but the surfacing of unresolved issues...
I wonder...

Luckily... i managed to do some cleaning up in the house...
though the dream and the issues it brought up kept clinging
to my mind. I'm able to come back slowly... to reality.

How weird a sunday it has been....