~ A minute to indulge ~

You looked for it, and yearned for it.
Thought you could be without it.
But always kept looking for it.
You were just such a fool.

Thought you were above it,
Yet you were always within it.
When you stopped searching.
It found you.

You questioned it, yet enjoying it.
You went beyond and perhaps lost it.
You still couldn't fully understand it.
But you tried to embrace it.

When you finally made a decision in the heart.
It said good bye, and it's for the best.
Yet now, that decision stays.
Knowing logic says one thing, yet...

The words said good friends,
Wonder why it hurts so.
You should've known.
You asked for it, you thought too far ahead.

Growing to be much too dependent...
I wonder why you didn't see it earlier.
I wonder why, it's so easy to say those words.
I wonder if, there was anything to begin with.

Step by step...
Hoping to be released once again,
But hoping still, to be chained down.
You are so ironic.