Found a rather interesting article in how stuff works,
Toyota Concept cars.
Saw some really cool designs and ideas.
Kinda gives some inspirations as to how the future might be.

Anyway, had dinner at chom chom with some of my medic friends,
it was a fun time. With us teasing ler blur most of the time and
he being the idiotic one as usual. Haha.

Got to hear of lots of business ideas from alvin, some cock and
some already done. Bottom line, we all lack the funds and connections.
But the ideas are there.

Anyway, i think i'm slowly rising up from the ashes...
And then i see clearly for the first time, things i haven't been
able to understand before... I thank God for that.
And i see friends, somehow starting to go through what i have been,
what i was and am.
Yet i still feel the anguish at times, of my inability to fulfill
a dream that might never be. But i use that energy to move myself,
to go forward... faster and wider.
I wonder how i can help them... those who i feel for, whom i feel
like helping. But i dunno how, maybe i can only listen.

Then again, i haven't even really settled my own heart.
Whether to end, to try again or to just ignore it. But it doesn't
bother me too much, yet i think about it now and then.
Why?
But the dreams for a sweet future are not that strong...
it's left hollow.
Perhaps that's best, for i'm living in today now. Not dreaming
of a better tomorrow...

Maybe i should just do something... whether to end or have another chance..
at least it's a choice i have made and not left to nothing....