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Will the fun know of the suffering,
Surfferings of the anguished and lost,
Lost in the wild grasp of rage,
Raging within a battle that consumes the mind.

For then, begins a cycle of tumbling emotions,
thrashing within like a wild stallion,
Full of power and fearing none.
Like a drug that slowly takes over the mind.

Lost in this painful cycle,
Yet enjoying it's sweet sense of power,
Feeling control yet having none,
So lost so lost...

All breaks down and nothing's left,
The wanting, the loving, the desires,
The hatred, jealousy and greed,
Gives way when, darkness lifted.

To the creator who shows his pressence,
showing gratitude and faith,
Thus embarking on another rough journey.
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Seeing a friend of mine, trying to perhaps vent his
anger and frustration, reminded me of times past.
Of a time when words would flow relentlessly, for the
churning of emotions just kept producing them. Fueling
them with thoughts that were bursting to come out...

Perhaps the root that caused such worries might be
different for each person, but the process that each of us
goes through should be quite similar...

Though he seems quite normal on the outside and seems
cheerful enough, i wonder if he's just corking the problem.
I do that too much to know what it'll do. Now it's better
for me but still i fall back to it when things get out of hand.
Just hope he's able to slowly release the pressue bit by bit.

Perhaps i've been rather cryptic so far...
but guess that doesn't matter.

The mind's a funny thing... always thinking of many things.
Wishing to do many things.
Sometimes i do... sometimes i forget.
But does it matter even if i forget?
Where do we place our values in... when the
world is a changing place...
If there was eternalty, and life now was but a
learning platform, what values do we want to bring
with us to eternalty?
What kind of a person would i want to be...

I would want to follow values of eternalty...