Tuesday, May 11, 2004

Wat a way to start a new week, couldn't sleep well last night.
Then, ended up waking up late and was about 15 mins late for
first day of work. Kinda fucked up feeling isn't it.

Well lucky things ain't so bad... but went through the day
feeling like a zombie.

Damn, why doesn't the tag board work anymore. What's it's
freaking problem. Hmmmm.

Anyway just went to check out my old site,
brings back memories of the days when the internet first started.
Everything was, 'wild and free' and there was this newness to it.
An excitement of not knowning what's next.

Am i getting old or am i just looking back fondly to the past
too much?
Wat's it with us humans always wanting to look back,
to see the past, to remember the good old day, so to speak,
to feel assurance... that the next day will be better.

Anyway, this dreadful feeling seems to be creeping up to
me again, reminds me of times when i had to book in to camp.
I wonder why.... perhaps it's cos i'm gonna visit that place
once again tomorrow...

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